They say there are
two sides to every story, right? Let’s stop bullshitting shall we, no one ever
really listens to both sides, they listen to the first story and make up their
minds if it’s right or wrong, truth or fiction and they judge everyone involved
from there, even if the truth is just a little bit muddy, even if it lies
somewhere deep and shadowed, mired in shades of gray.
The purple Chevy Silvarado bounced its way along the
gravel road, throwing up clouds of dirt in its wake. Sunlight twinkled off the
silver lightning bolts airbrushed down its sides as "Redneck Crazy" blared from a half-open window. Whiskey rough, the singer’s voice was filled with pain as he
sang about getting revenge on the woman who’d cheated on him. In the
passenger’s seat the tan and brown bloodhound’s ears flapped each time the
tires hit the ruts in the road. The old dog’s weathered face was a map of
wrinkles, dotted here and there by gray scar tissue well-earned in its glory
days as one of the best coon sniffin’ dogs in three counties.
Behind the wheel, scowling blue eyes stared from beneath
the rim of a battered baseball cap, the skull and pink rose logo showing signs
of dirt and wear. Strands of blue and purple hair fluttered out the window,
trailing like ribbons in the wind while the rest was neatly secured by a plain
black elastic. His arms were bare, showing off the winding patterns of the
Celtic tattoos that wove around them, ending just before the thick green straps
of his tye-dyed tank top.
The song changed and his fingers tapped along with the
next song, a raucous drinking tune filling the cab of the truck, joined by the
sweet tenor of his voice as he sang along. His nails were blunt, short and painted
a sparkling sky blue that was a little chipped in places, the skin around them
streaked with grime caught from the oil filter he’d changed just an hour
before.
Up ahead, a small farmhouse began to grow bigger, until
it was easy to make out the weathered green of the roof with its missing
shingles and the way the gray screen door listed just a little bit sideways, as
if someone had once kicked it off its hinges. The closer he got, the easier it
was to see that a section of fence was down. There were tire marks on the wood
and grass poking up between the slats. It looked like someone had driven a
truck over it then left it lying there for a couple seasons. What paint was left
on it was wind stripped in places, ragged flaps of white flaking and fluttering
in the breeze.
The grass was more than just a little bit tall, had to be
over three feet and creeping up the sagging porch steps, looking like it was
trying to find a way inside the house to take it over. He slowed as he reached
the driveway, let his eyes wander to the second set of windows on the left,
framed by cracked shutters so dusty from the dirt in the fields that it was
impossible to tell what color they used to be, but he knew. He didn’t need to
clean them to know that his father had never pained over the dark jade paint
his mother had chosen the year she died.
A lump formed in his throat and a cold, icy ball coiled
in the pit of his stomach as he glared up at that window, watching the clouds
play tricks on his eyes, making it seem like his old man’s shadow was waiting for
him up there, watching for him to pull in. The thought of those cold blue eyes had
his hands tightening on the steering wheel, his knuckles turning
white while his teeth nibbled away at the inside of his lip ‘til he tasted
blood. For a moment he considered turning the car around and heading back out
of town, until he glanced in the rear view and was reminded that everything he
owned was packed in the bed of the truck beneath a bright blue tarp.
Still didn’t make it any easier to pick his foot up off
the break, not while “Sweet Annie,” was being drowned out by the remains of one
of his father’s many sermons replaying
itself in his mind, haunting him in the same way they sometimes did when the
tornado sirens blared in the dead of night, jarring him from sleep with images of his father still
bright from his lingering nightmares.
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