Monday, August 24, 2020

And now, for a steamy excerpt from ...And All Shall Fade to Black



Jax licked his lips and Danny’s eyes widened as Jax moved in closer. 

This is stupid

The inner voice in Jax’s mind screamed at him to put on the breaks and pull back. This was his neighbor, maybe even a friend, the last thing he needed was to make shit awkward when he decided to start listing all the reasons that it wouldn’t work between them. And yet…he couldn’t make himself stop. As if of its own accord, Jax’s hand reached out to cup Danny’s cheek, one finger brushing along the still fading bruise beneath Danny’s eye as he shifted forward and brushed the gentlest kiss he’d ever given across Danny’s lips. 

“Do you want to go out with me sometime?” Jax asked softly, having barely pulled away. 

Up close, Danny’s smile made his eyes light up. Jax slid his fingers into Danny’s hair shocked at the softness of his curls, baby fine and fluffy rather than thick and heavy, the way they looked. He smelled of the cinnamon macchiato coffee he’d ordered at the cafĂ© they’d found on the way home and Jax found himself wondering if he tasted like it too and kissed him again, just as gentle, but lingering this time, with the smallest swipe of tongue. 

“Yeah,” Danny breathed, eyes fluttering closed as Jax drew back. 

“Are you free Monday night?” Jax whispered, caging Danny in with his body. He had one hand on Danny’s shoulders, fingers brushing lightly along the side of his neck while his other hand was still playing with Danny’s hair and smoothing it back from his face. 

“I can be,” Danny murmured. 

His hand, hovering near Jax’s hip, seemed restless, nervous, so Jax shifted his weight pressing his body against Danny’s hand as he leaned in and kissed him again. He felt Danny shiver, his fingertips sliding over Jax’s collarbone before landing warm and firm on the side of Jax’s neck. With slow swipes of his tongue Jax coaxed Danny into letting him in. 

The first taste was just as Jax suspected, cinnamon and chocolate, sweet and a little earthy. Danny let out a soft moan and deepened the kiss, gripping the hem of Jax’s t-shirt in his fist as he pressed closer. Jax moved in even more, feeling the warmth of Danny’s body seeping through his t-shirt, losing himself in the mounting sensations. 

“Jax!” Max bellowed, causing Jax to jerk back completely and drop his hands.

 He stood there blinking as he tried to get his bearings, kicking himself for what he’d just done. 

“Hey, Jax, you up there, man!” 

“Dude!” Jax yelled back as Max came thundering up the stairs. “We’re not sharing a house anymore, man, other people live here, you can’t run around hollering like that.” 

“Shit man, I forgot, sorry. Hey Danny, how you been?” 

“Umm, good,” Danny stammered, wiggling out from between Jax and the wall and fiddling for his keys. 

Jax made a shooing motion at Max, trying to get his buddy to take the hint. Of course he wasn’t that lucky. 

“Callum sent me up to find you.” 

“I’ll be down in a few minutes,” Jax grumbled, sighing as he glanced back at Danny to see him already fitting his key in the lock, he gave Jax a small smile, popped the door open and stepped in. 

“Night, Jax.” 

“Goodnight, Danny.” Danny closed the door, leaving the pair out in the hallway. 

Jax heard the lock being engaged and closed his eyes, letting his head fall back and hit the wall as he groaned loudly. 

“Jax, you okay?” 

“Not in the slightest,” Jax muttered. 

“Why? What happened?” 

“I kissed him.” 

“Shit. What took you so long?”


 

Moving into his new apartment, Jax never expected to have to break up a fight between his new neighbors, resulting in a physical altercation and a visit from the cops. Never in his wildest dreams did he imagine that it would lead to him meeting Danny, the cute theater manager and playwright that lived next door. Unfortunately, his first impression of Danny and the way he’d cowered away in the fight with his ex, wasn’t exactly a favorable one.

Jax already has his own issues to deal with, between his past problems with his mother and the chain of men who’ve floated in and out of her life, his new job as a piercer in his sister’s tattoo shop and his struggles with an eating disorder; the last thing he plans to add to it is a relationship. Yet Danny isn’t so easy to ignore and when they find themselves bonding after Danny shows him around town, and more when Jax offers to help with sets for his latest play, it becomes harder and harder for him to ignore the connection forming between them.

As Jax’s insecurities and food issues grow more and more out of control, he find himself turning to Danny for help, rather than his longtime friends Callum and Max who lives just downstairs. Danny’s mix of patience, stubbornness and tough love make it harder and harder for Jax to keep his distance, and somewhere in the course of their daily lives, they find themselves moving from being friends, to being more.

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