Jason stood in the
field, all of his focus on a single orange traffic cone. A traffic cone that at
the moment might as well have a smiley face painted on it for the way that it
was mocking him.
“Breathe,” Bakari instructed. “Picture a
single spear of ice flowing from your hand into the target.”
“Fuckin’ easy for
you to say!” Jason snarled.
Broken shards of
ice littered the ground between Jason and the target. Ice hung off one of the
tree limbs fifty feet away, from Bakari’s sleeve and even off the roadhouse
sign by the driveway; but that damned orange cone remained untouched.
Jason drew in a deep
breath the way Bakari had shown him; he pictured ice exploding outward,
stabbing through the orange cone and impaling it. What happened was far from
it. Ice exploded from Jason’s hand, over the cone and into a shrub, freezing it
solid. A brown squirrel fell from the shrub, frozen solid as well, sunlight
twinkling off the icy sheen over its fur.
“Shit!” Jason
cursed.
“Squirrel stew for
supper then,” Clyde suggested, hoping to lighten the mood.
“Focus, Jason. Are
you envisioning it as I told you?” Bakari demanded.
“Yes!” Jason
yelled, his fists clenched, “I’m picturing the damn thing skewered but the god
damned ice won’t do what I want it to!”
Bakari sighed,
reigning in his temper. It would do no good to yell at Jason. It was clear that
he was doing his best and in truth, no one mastered such powers in a single
day. On Alltiis he would have been allowed months, if not years of careful
working with a master in each ability, learning to hone and focus them until he
could wield them with the simplest of thoughts. They were never meant to be
triggered by emotions. Emotions were unpredictable, and clearly, unsuitable for
hitting a target as Jason was finding out.
“Maybe you need a
gentler approach?” Clyde offered as he stepped up beside Jason. It was Bakari’s
eyes he looked into, however, issuing a challenge which the stern man met with
a nod of his head, relenting.
“You need calm,
Jason,” Clyde told him. “Here, sit with me.”
Jason shook his
head, determined, his eyes narrowing at the orange cone. He blasted ice towards
it and came close, the burst rocking the cone but the ice itself spread in an
arc that fell harmlessly to the ground beside a group of half melted failures.
“Jason! Sit down!”
Clyde said, far more firmly this time. It was no longer a suggestion, it was an
order.
Jason immediately
complied and Bakari chuckled giving Clyde a small smile of approval. He stood
back, arms crossed as he watched the other man address Jason.
“You can’t attack
this with force or anger,” Clyde said calmly. “It’s like sparring. You have to
focus, you have to be calm, you have to let it flow. Be in tune with it so you
can react without needing to think, instead of charging in blinded by fury.”
“I’m doing my
best,” Jason said.
“I know you are.
But you’re also losing your temper because it isn’t going right. If this were a
kata you were struggling with, what would you do?”
“I guess I’d stop,
take a drink, then meditate until I found my center again,” Jason admitted.
“And then?” Clyde
prompted.
“Well once I was
calm and focused I’d go over the steps in my head, envision myself doing them
before I tried it again,” Jason sighed.
Clyde said
nothing, he simply sat fiddling with a blade of grass and watching Jason.
“What?” Jason
asked, confused and self-conscious for a moment, thinking he’d said something
wrong.
Clyde patiently
continued to sit there, waiting for it to sink in.
“Ohhh,” Jason said at last, grinning sheepishly. Bakari and Clyde chuckled as Jason got comfortable and closed his eyes.
Jason focused
first on his breathing. Slow and steady, in, pause, hold, one, two, three,
exhale, slowly, counting to three again. Another pause, then another inhale;
focusing on the routine of breathing with a steady pattern, until even the
sound of the birds chirping and the wind rustling the trees faded away. With
his mind and emotions settled, he could hear Bakari’s instructions loud and
clear and pictured a line forming between his hand and the cone.
It wasn’t about
throwing the ice, it was about directing it, forming it with his mind and body
and then sending it out along the path towards his target. Breathing deeply,
Jason connected with the icy magic that chilled him to the core. He pictured it
in his mind, shimmering when the light hit it, clear and sharp, pure and
deadly. In his mind he shaped it into a spear, then focused the direction of
the energy down his arm and out his hand. He imagined it striking the target,
dead center and piercing all the way through.
For a moment he allowed himself to imagine it was Ano ki, but thoughts
of the man fueled his anger, and he had to return to rhythmic breathing to
restore his calm. Twice more he pictured the ice, shaping it and directing it
through the cone before he opened his eyes.
Jason didn’t
stand, he just took a deep breath and released it slowly, felt the icy chill
inside of him and formed a spear with his mind. He held his hand out, drawing
that imaginary line between his body and the cone and then he let the magic go.
It struck the top
of the cone, tipping it over and Clyde happily went to go stand it upright
again while Bakari placed a hand on Jason’s shoulder. “Now you’re getting the
hang of it. That was better,” he said.
Jason nodded and
did it again, and this time the ice went through the cone as well as knocking
it over.
“Yes!” Jason
yelled excitedly.
“Very good,”
Bakari praised, giving Jason a smile.
That one small bit
of praise made Jason’s eyes lit up and swirl, the flame inside of him coming
alive for a moment.
“Good job,” Clyde
said, pleased with Jason’s progress as he fixed the cone again.
From that point
on, Jason rarely missed the cone, and when he did, it was by inches, rather
than feet and yards. They spent three hours on ice, shaping balls as well as
spears, shaping darts and at one point Jason had gotten creative and even
attempted a throwing star. Bakari had smiled at that while Clyde had chuckled.
Both had pointed out that while excellent for a first attempt , it was too
warped and lopsided to have an easy time finding its target. They promised he
could practice them more when the need wasn’t so dire, but for now to focus on
the easy things.
After ice they
switched to fire, the element bringing out a shockingly aggressive and wild
side of Jason’s personality.
“Be certain that
you are wielding it, not allowing it to wield you,” Bakari cautioned.
“Is it always like
this?” Clyde asked Bakari.
“For the young and
untutored, yes. It’s our deadliest magic and our wildest because it is the one
that can be unleashed on pure emotion, which is why we work so hard with the
young ones to teach them to reel their tempers in.”
“We might need to
do a little reeling ourselves,” Clyde pointed out as Jason fired fireball after
fireball at a rapidly moving butterfly, trying to hit the tiny target and
growing more frustrated by his efforts.
Bakari just
chuckled and watched as Jason sat down for a third time to meditate, the second
having help little once the fire had begun to flow.
“I think that he
might need a more strenuous activity to burn all of that emotion off,” Bakari
suggested.
“You have something in mind?” Clyde asked.
Now a jaded young man, living above a roadhouse diner and bar with several other misfits, he struggles to understand friendships, relationships, and the bonds of family.
Unbeknownst to Jason, other refugees from the planet Altiss also made it safely to Earth. After discovering Jason living as a human, they seek to safeguard him and his fledgling abilities.
As Jason’s powers begin to manifest, his mate arrives on earth looking to claim him. Ano ki stalks Jason, adding to the intensity of his new magic as seeks to gain Jason’s trust.
Fearing they will be dragged back to the planet they fled, the refugees prepare to do battle. In Jason, they believe they may have what is needed to tip the scales in their favor.
Left with no choice but to accept his heritage and learn to fight, Jason struggles with some harsh lessons about love and trust amidst a backdrop of battle and betrayal.
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